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Falling into grotesque dreams

Asylum
A picturesque insubstantial child
Vague portraits
Animosities
Forgotten library
Enmities of the mind
My forlorn bliss

Animosities of my dark abyss

The sexbomb dancer
The bebot
The pusoy-dos queen
The legendary pugo
The president
The natallie portman replica
The girl who migrated to canada
The iggy
The girl addicted to guys
The spongebob verdict
The son of brother bear
The mm
The jakyu
The fashionista
The beau of the iggy
The girl who likes elmo
The talk show host
The girl wearing glasses
The girl with black leather boots
The girl who used her ribs
The girl who likes girls
The guy with the red chucks
The tiramisu
The makeup atrist
The chatterbox
The psycho barbie

Thresholds of my idiosyncratic persona

Friendster
My lil'anthrax
Happy Tree Friends
M.i.s batch
Nocturne
Unkymoods
My launch Playlist
Interact club of M.I.S
Jzone

Be acquainted with my nonsensical ego

YM : cute_sheep cute_sheep
Email : cute_sheep 123@yahoo.com
Friendster : "uhm.. just put my email add"

Call of the insane

your name:

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An oblivious death

"An oblivious death of a grotesque nightmare... blood dripping from it's decapitated abysmal body... the silhouette of the moon... overwhelmed completely by darkness... deceased bodies everywhere... while a sharp knife... thrusted at my head... covering my face with blood... as my head departs from my body... death is grinning... right beside me... isn't it a lovely sight?..." that's me... so don't you dare give a crap... im warning you! i have a dead salmon in my hand... and im not afraid to use it!

This week's "Last Song Syndrome" is...

Artist: Deftones
Song: Back to School

The feeling that engulfs my sanity is...

Sleeping soundly in the dark

Jakyu
& Deft_sheep

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March 16, 2005
Farewell tabulas...
Posted at 07:53 AM

Hmm... i dunno why but im leaving tabulas.... no not for good. Well... bahala na actually... and no im not deleting this blog either. Its just tabulas is so confusing... with only limited templates... hahaha... Plus with its freakin upgrades that actually sucked... sorry tabulas but that's my point of view... but still... uhm... i'll be back hopefully. My new blog is still in blue print. Saab is helping me with my personal template... hehehe... if any of you guys out there is good at making templates, id love to chat with you about it! But i won't forget this site... heheheheh... mostly its because of the memories stored in it ( drama e noh? ) and to all the people o met along the way... :) Thank you all! Especially to Jakyu, who helped me in making this template! And Ailah, for the mp3 thingy. So to all my friends out there, please visit my new blog. okay? Take care now! Hehehe... by the way... my new site is...

http://www.thetalkingsheepgoat.blogspot.com

S h e e p :)


Chevelle's Point 1


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h u g s. . .
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*HUGS* TOTAL! give deft_sheep more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Hear me screaming : The player thingy up there, i didn't intentionally put all the songs there OK?! its just there... whether i like it or not (i don't know how to fix it yet)... but i promise to you all that i will delete all those crappy songs like that freakin' brintney song! hindi ako naglagay dun ha! hehe..) Oh and by the way, if you're gonna tag something a bit more personal please just put it in the comments section or message me nalang. There's no use for the public eye to see.. And please for the love of all things stop using those freakin' nicknames to cover up your identity... thanks Ü


Thursday's Standing on the edge of summer


This is a stickied post.March 14, 2005
Rikishi style...
Posted at 03:57 AM

Woah… Hehehe.. Anyway, Ava and I went to school late cause we went to David’s first. Tama ba naman bay un pa-ganda muna bago pasok? Haha… Anyway, Nikhola, Misu and the ones who were late yesterday were cleaning up the canteen, buti nalang talaga hindi ako absent! Haha.. We had a “fiesta” at school today, there was macaroni, lasagna, pancit and coke! Yeah… coke… Mmmm… So we ate our butts off since almost all of us hadn’t eaten breakfast or lunch or even dinner. Tapos sound trip naman right after. We went to Goldilocks, then Red Ribbon  Pero palusot lang yung Red Ribbon para makasilay sa Iconics noh Keps? Hahahaha… :D After buying all the food we want we all crashed at Mcdo. Ang dami nga naming eh, Oceans 12 daw sabi ni Gio. Nice one Gio… Ü Why Oceans 12 you ask? Kasi 12 daw kami, specifically speaking Me, Ava, Mai, Mary, Yang, Mel, Mitch, Pau, Nikho, Lui, Jesse and Roy. Hehehe… Ava, Mary and I stayed at Gasti while the others just passed by. Allan, Ivan, Lucky, Kit and Redge were there playing billiards. After Mary defeated Lucky ( Ahh.. The wonders of women beating men… Ü ) she bid farewell. We played “Spin-the-bottle”, and it was… pasaway! Just like before, no wait… may pasaway yung dati, of course… ;) Allan danced “Jumbo hotdog”, he was soo funny cause he looked stupid while dancing. Hehe.. Ü Redge did Anjo’s OJT, while singing “Sasakyan kita” and Ava pretended that she was playing billiards in front of Jv. Ivan did the “Rikishi Move” with the bottle and Lucky had lots of bloopers, again. He said “RA-kishi” instead of “RI-kishi” and the he said “You DON’T see me” instead of “You CAN’T see me”! Nakakatawa nga kasi tawa-tawa siya about sa Rikishi thingy pero hindi naman niya alam kung ano yun! It was pretty obvious that he’s not into wrestling. While I was reading “Carrie”, the bottle pointed at me. Kit whispered something to Allan, which was supposed to be my dare. But Allan did the dare for me, Kit told him to only whisper the dare, not do it. Weird… Hahaha… Ü So there there, we played and did pasaway stuff while watching T.V from a distance. Asaran nga sila ng asaran pero they didn't know na alam ko kung sino yung mga hinihiritan nila e! So anyway, we went home at 9 and nung pag-uwi ko, tumawag siya... WHAT?! It was really surprising, but a bit flattering actually. Its been a long time wince whe haven't talked to each other so it was nice... I called Gio and Ivan on the phone just to know the correct order of the Hannibal Trilogy.


The Used's Take it away


March 6, 2005
Sentimental moments º part 2 º
Posted at 09:56 AM

It was 7 in the morning... I was the last one who went off our room ( tamad kasi eh ). The first activity was about to end when I arrived, buti nalang walang consequence! So Breakfast, it was soooo good! I really enjoyed the food, sulit to the max! Hahaha... It was uhm... "Tocilog" ( Is that what you call it?? ) But the retreat master said that we were supposed to wait for the others!? Great... Mga dakilang batugan pa naman yung mga kulang! So while they wait for their food I accompanied Ms. Gel to get some well.. gel! Hahaha! Pag balik ko para nga kami mga patay gutom eh, lalo na si Mai! Hehehe... After breakfast, Saab, Misu, Noella, Anjo and I played " Killer Killer ". Aliw nga yung game eh, instead of Killer, Doctor, Judge, etc.. ginawa nilang mga names nga mga taong taga school! ( I won't tell who... or whether they're students or not... Hehehe... ;D ) Noella was having a hard time to blink while Anjo kept on making " pacutie " when blinking! Hahaha... We went to the playground afterwards. Misu and Saab introduced me to that " big wheel swing thingy ". Sobrang nakakahilo! As in! I almost fell pa nga eh, kahit na mukhang boring yung itsura niya! Hehehe... Ü After acting like little children it was time for the next activity which was the "describe myself with an object thingy ". We were supposed to get and item that represents ourselves and then explain it to the batch one by one. While I was looking for something to represent myself, I saw Ivan sitting alone in one of the huts. He was depressed, and eager to uhm… spump. I confronted him once more, to get him back to his feet. Tapos si Gio naman pasaway nanaman as always. Hehehe…. Ü Now comes the explaining thing… The item that I chose were orange flowers, showing their development in growth. I explained that

“ For us to grow into ‘ beautiful beings ’ we should endure all the crap the world has to offer. That before a happy ending comes a disastrous climax. That you got to be hurt to be strong. ”

That sorta stuff… Pero grabe yung explanation ni Akira and Lucky sa items nila! It was so simple but it made all of us cry, especially me… syempre nakakarelate kasi… tsk tsk... Hahaha… Mirenda came, I fell asleep at the place mat… kaya yan may blood clot! Tss… of all the things in the world… Hahaha… That’s what I get when I abuse the use of bleaching creams…. Haaay… The next activity was the “ explain something in a bible verse thingy ”. We have to explain a part from a bible verse ( I forgot the verse, its nice but I don’t remember anymore… Sorry! ). So anyway, I was the last one who explained and it went like this…

Love is not Rude… Kasi there are many types of love, yung “ true ” love, puppy love, lustful love, untrue love, etc.. SOME people fake it, making others BELIEVE that its really love. SOME pretends it is true love, just for the sake of the person they like. SOME abuses the power of love. Some uses it to THEIR advantage. Some uses it to soothe their pleasures. And even SOME uses it only when they’re WASTED! But the next day he’ll snobbishly pass by you not saying a word, as if he didn’t mean all the sweet things he said the night before, which made you a complete JACKASS for falling in love with someone that only talks to you when he’s WASTED or TIPSY but when he’s back to his normal pathetic playboy self he’ll push you away, avoid you and pretend that he despise you and still he falls for someone who doesn’t like him at all! Arghhh! Screw you A-hole!!!!!!  

So there... nice explanation noh? I hope he knows who he is... 

So after that we had lunch. I made a few palanca letters before I ate. When Mitch and I entered the dining area, Ava called us to sit with them ( I appreciated her for doing that… ). Bonding nga kami ni Mai, Nikho and Ava sa table. Grabe! The food was…

WOAH………

Sarap grabe! All my fave foods were there! There was “ Sinigang na baboy ”, the small crunchy shrimps, “ Sweet Saba ”, “ Bangus ”, basta ang dami! Ang dami ko ding nakain! SOBRA! I’m just glad neither of my “ significant others ” were there, kaka-turn off! Wahahaha…. Ü After indulging myself with food, our retreat master called us all upon our next activity. We were to draw our ambitions and dreams on a manila paper, and that activity was per “ Barkada ”. Our barkada ( girls ) went up the tree house and crumpled there, waiting for the others. Bad trip nga kasi kaming mga babae lang nandon, wala yung mga lalaki. Tss… Ignorant fools... Tss… But after about 10 minutes of  “Kodak Moments” some of them went up. You know why?…

 “ O ayan pala eh, may mag dradrawing na para satin! ”

“ Ayun oh, Ice alam mo na gagawin... "

 “ Mitch pa-drawing naman oh. ”

 “ O ano gawa gawa na aba! ”

Aba pucha ano toh forced labor?! Tss… I really appreciated them for asking help regarding sa activity ( Kasi it shows that they are aware and in favor of my drawing skills… aww…Ü ) but they did it impolitely! Buti pa sila Mai, may PLEASE and THANKYOU! Manners… please?! So anyway, I went back to our room and as always, continued making palanca letters. Then, after realizing that my fingers were all red and weary I crashed down to Nikho’s room. Bonding nga kami nila Ms. Gel eh, hahahah… We talked about our uber fave subject… “ The egoistic life of boys… Sure they’re cute but they’re such a pain in the ass ”. Today was the day wherein Ate Atid and Kuya Paolo will speak to our batch. Thanks to them I was able to go to our retreat, whoo… thank God! ( Long story… too freakin’ irritating to discuss… ). So they came, students listened, my parents were there, my siblings were playing in the playground, and there I was stuck in the bathroom ( Hey, they wouldn’t call me “ Banyo Queen ” for nothing! And I’m proud of it… Ü ). I stayed in my room until Mitch came in, asking me what’s the problem. So there we had our “ confidential talk ” and skipped snacks. I made palanca letters again with Mitch and Jessica eating and Mel, who was just sitting. Mary was walking around video taping us, hahahaha… All of them left for some reason then suddenly Misu came panting and said “Danice halika dito dali!”. I thought something bad or extraordiray happened… yun pala… naglalaro lang sila… hahahah! Ü I joined Saab, Misu, Noella, Anne, Mimi and Cara battle it out against Arn arn and her crew. The game? It’s a sing-along contest! Hahahah… paramihan ng kaalaman sa mga Christmas, novelty, and boyband songs! Aliw nga eh, we won…. Hahahah… syempre… cute! Hehehehe… Ü I took a bath and ate dinner, as always sarap nanaman ng food! Hehehe… Then all of us were cramming at making palancas ( Kelangan na kasi for the next activity ). All of us were a bit nervous at the next activity, which was…

The chair


Nothing...


This is a favorite post.March 4, 2005
"My Mistake?!"
Posted at 08:04 AM

Grabe sobrang hindi ko ma-explain ang nanyayari! Hahaha…

So anyway, I went to school late again, as always. Nothing much happened since all of them were doing their own business and stuff. After school I went with Ivan and Joey to their OJT. Ivan was kinda depressed so I thought a scoop of bubblegum ice cream at “ Favoritos ” would soothe him. We ate there and talked about his problem, regarding… well... basta… heheheh… The ice cream there was uber delicious and totally DIVINE! Especially their famous “ Ice cream cakes ” Mmmm…. Ice cream cakes…. * Drools * After eating, we went back to school, to pass their OJT reports. Redge gave me a palanca letter, but the minute I saw it I knew it wasn’t from him. “Ano nanamang kalokohan toh?!” I asked. He said it was from Tonichi… Hmmm…. Ü That’s nice… even if I’m not into pink ribbons. Punta kami kayla Gio pagkatapos to celebrate. It was so damn hot! Gosh! Heheheh… when we arrived, they were watching “ Harold and Kumar ”, saying hindi ko naabutan si “ Freak show ”. Hahahahahah…

My Mistake?!

Heheheh… So there we ate pancit, lumpia, nachos, chichacorn, and of course everyone’s favorite… * wink wink * Hahahhaha! Ü We watched “White Chicks” and “Grind” right after, movie marathon sila while the rest of us are having our own marathon! Gio even bought one of my faves just for me… Aww… thanks Gio! :D So there, picture picture with almost everybody, laugh trip, and stuff. Nagpasama ako kay Catherine to buy some chips tapos pag alis namin bumalik pa siya. Kasi humingi pa siya ng “you-know-what” kay Allan. When she came back she told me na ayaw siyang bigyan kasi baka ibigay lang daw niya sakin ( Huh? Bakit sakin?! ). As in paulit-ulit daw niya sinasabi na wag ibigay sakin. Aba, may care… Hahaha…Ü Bonding kami ni Catherine at that time, talking about crushes and all that. Heheheh… It was already 6 pm, nagyaya nang umuwi sila Mai. But Akira was well.. wasted so they couldn’t leave. As his “ mother ” it was my responsibility to take care of him… and so I did. It was my first time to see him acting like a little baby boy with a boo boo. Hahaha… Ü Kasi kasi kasi… tsk tsk tsk… an advice for those who drink. “When you’re head says stop… STOP.

"Don’t drink if you can’t control yourself when wasted therefore you better know your limits.”

Anyway, after an hour of patting in the shoulder and saying “ Gising na ” my son was back to normal. But he’s not the only one who’s wasted. Gio’s dad ( Fafa Gilbert ) came, pero umalis din agad kasi hinatid si Roy, together with Gio and Ivan. Redge and I just watched “ Girl next door ” while Lucky, Winoy and Allan were just boozing themselves. When Gio and Ivan came back, we all “ crumpled ” outside, bonding nga eh. Sumasayaw kami nila Gio and Redge. Hahaha… His dad was sooo kulet, kasi he was really surprised that I was the “Last man standing” ( Woman actually ) and indeed I am the last one standing. Pano ba naman lahat ng delicacies na in-offer ni Giorge kinain ko, as in lahat, which made my tummy really full! Haha… Lucky and Winoy left early because they were going to go to Anjo’s house for their project. Nagulat nga ako eh, Lucky said goodbye with his sweet pasaway smile, just like the old days…. . And so natira ang mga matitibay… Allan, Ivan, Gio and yours truly… Hahaha! Ü Total sound trip kami, Thursday and Urbandub… Heheheh… stig nga eh! We were all singing and banging our heads and yelling our guts out! Heheheh… We consumed all the food and drinks that were left while singing “Standing in the edge of summer” ( Our fave! Ü ). Gio’s dad was telling stories about him and Gio, it was really funny. After all that jazz, tambay kami sa couch nila. Kulitan trip nanaman, yung iba kumain, yung iba bagsak... I almost fell asleep but thankfully they woke me up. We left at 10, tapos hinatid ako ni Allan. Funny though, I can’t quite remember how we went to Antipolo; if we took an fx or jeep, and where Ivan was at that time. Haha… As always, I knew what I was expecting at home.. sermon nanaman… tss… retreat na naming tomorrow, but there’s this thought in my head that I’m not going… :(

Oh, and by the way… 3 points nanaman from Mr. Brightside! :D Wahahahah… I’m so happy! I can’t believe it! GRABE!!!! Ü , I thought it was over but then I was there and he was there and he asked if I’m okay and I said yes and I asked this and he said yes and then this and then that and then...

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Ü

Kaso may biglang umepaltss… But it was okay… repetitive kasi ang momentum ng ka-chirihan ko! Ü I really wish na kasama ko siya nun… even if he’s so far.. far from reality or course…


Urbandub's New tattoo


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