Tom green.... stig... hehe
Posted at 03:55 PM

Arrrghh! i hate this day?! why? well... nasira tong p'chang template ko?! i love this template! :,( and now its destroyed!?well at least narecover ko.... yey! *scratch* agh!!! and there's this one big problem that i have! p'cha ang sakit ng ulo ko! and i think i'm gonna have chix pox or something! damn my body is itchy and i'm confined in this emtpy room... which happens to be my room! wahahah :D but anyway, my head hurts like crap and still ala pa poporing ko... geez... tagal! my head is burning... im stuck in my *srcatch* room.... not allowed to go out... im very tired and still waiting for my ppring... wala pa siya... what next??? madidisconnect ako!? well... at least solo ko tong comp... and yung phone... an a big bucket of popcorn... and an orange juice...... hehehehe :) my siz is leaving tom for thier camp thingy... 4 days without her??? arggh! how am i suppose to handle... "them" (parents)?! anyway.... lupet talaga ng incubus... napakingan k lng yung bago nilang album.... waaahhhh... lupeeeet! pero its kinda disappointing.... i like thier last album better... aaaanyway *scratch* sorry if my past entries look messy... i don't know how to fix that crap! arrgh! any deftones fanatic here?? or a perfect circle?? or glass jaw?? lalang... haha! baliw talaga si Tom green... idol ko yun e.... he's really funny! hahaha! anyway.... haha! lalo na mga movies niya... lupet! hahaha! its too bad hindi ko na napapanood yung "the tom green show" :( loved that show... why is it gooooooooooooooooooooooone?! :D well i have to *scratch* go coz i want this freakin day to end! :( * scratch*

at least some of my cards 2day are... *ahem* lucky... hihih!


Tom Green's Salmon song

Alone with nothing but insanity...
Posted at 02:30 PM

haaay... i feel like i'm on survivor or something?! pano ba naman, i'm not allowed to go out of my room... its not because i'm grounded *phew!* it's because i have chix pox... damn! i have to stay here for 3 weeks or else mahahawa mga sibs ko! sayang walang cash prize! hehehe.... :D and one of the major rules of this so-called game is i should'nt scratch my... "dotz" or else i'll have scars... geez... hindi ko nga alam kung matutuwa bako or hindi e.... i should be happy kasi summer ako nagkaron... kesa naman pag pasukan diba?? i'll expect the worst! :( hindi ako natutuwa kasi hindi ako mkakasama sa mga outings namin this summer!!! i won't be able to buy stuff or to do my OJT or to go out and hang out!!!! noooo! :,( waaaaaaaaah! plus, i can't TALK to anyone?! esp sa poporing ko!! *scratch* 3 WEEKS?! w/o seeing, talking, "playing" or being with my cute sleepy bouncy green poporing?!! :,(

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh the insanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*scratch* i can't even use the phone?! no phone + no internet + no YM + no load = complete solitude!!! well at least the PC is still here.... *kisses the monitor* heheheheh :D i never knew that my parents will give a crap bout this... i have parent issues.. tapos nung nalaman nila na may chix pox ako total TLC ang binigay ng p'cha.... how touching... *sniff* :) hehehe! well... i guess being sick isn't bad at all..... forgetting the fact that my looks is on the line, im about to face complete boredom and i'll be all alone.... ok lang naman na i have this disease.... i guess so.... kasi solo ko yung pc, walang akong chores na gagawin, no brat sibz to ruin my "quality" time with my comp, tipid sa pera... and i get to boss them around... politely :D "ate paki abot yung ano" "mom i need more pillows" and all that stuff.... but still?! i bet this summer will totaly SUCK! right from the very beginning.... i just hope na sana hindi toh aabot ng may.... kundi sira ang birthday ko!!!!! waaaaaah! no presents?! no money?! no tripmates?! no FOOD?!

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh the insanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaarrrggh! my butt itches!! as well as my face, my arms, my belly, EVERYTHING!! waaaah! *scratch* for 3 weeks my entries will be titled "Room of solitude" i want to keep my memories of being all alone....here in my blog site.... kasi... ala lang :D hehe! *scratch* so far i learned lots of things while i'm stuck here... i was able to watch "butiki (lizard) pornography" a couple of hours ago... woooww.... ganun pala mag mate ang mga butiki... hihihi :D my knowledge bout my siz's past lovelife (meron pala siya nun? hehehe!) increased... thanks to some "letters" i saw... heheh... i collected 30 bux from cleaning up my room... and uhmm.... it was only this afternoon that ang gastos namin sa pag gamit ng napkins... usually kotex.. wahahah! :D see? i've learned lots from being stuck in here! isn't it fun?! :D yeah right.....!


Thursday's Standing on the edge of summer

Another crappy make-over?
Posted at 03:16 PM

Bullish template... i miss my old template... the korn template... well... korn... p'cha nasira template ko na korn.... oh how i spent such hours trying to get that crappy peice of... agh! ok lang naman toh.. its red... one of my fave colors... coz its the color of blood... and that gun solid snake is holding... may silencer pa amp! hehe... hope you guys like it! :D i miss my korn template.... darn... :( any of you guys know a site where you can download templates... the ones that are "tabulas friendly"?? geez... im bored... by the way..
Hoobastank's To be with you

A Posteriori...
Posted at 06:29 PM

A Posteriori
(From what comes later)
Sheep*

It seems weird...
when you feel oblivious
from all the nightmares you endure
from all the feelings that behold...

i keep on denying
this feeling inside me
that lurks within my heart
overwhemling my emotions

such emotions hidden
too ashamed to be revealed
but i know time will unravel
this feeling... that i fear

i miss the feeling
of emptiness in my heart
the agony of being alone
thus making them... disappear

i feel a bloodrush right over me
as i hear you call my name
such anger beholds
such hatred for men...

why do i give a crap from you men?!
you and you're foolish desires
you're all ironic swines
blinded by power... which annihilates you kind

you all think you're so great!
rewarding yourselves with lust
alas, what preposterous beings
such megalomaniacs you are...

that's my perspective... my steadfast thought
my inner abhorrence for men
but little did i know my judgement will falter
and soon it might be dead...

deep in this oblivious heart of mine
grotesque writings on the wall
I'm in denial... yes its true
in denial that my heart will soon fall...

you... a scapegoat of my anger
why dare to hear me out?
hearing my melodramatic thoughts
fixing my bleak and perlpexed soul...

why grieve the sentiment
the darkness hidden within
why suffer? why burn?
why love a feeble heart... like mine?

walk away, as i stare at you
falling on the abyss of my principle
forfeit your amorous feelings
show me that you lack the strength to care...

death is always beside me...
with his blade thrusted at my heart
my love similar to anguish and darkness
alas, how i pity my significant other...

"why love the ones you hate?"
isn't that such rubbish crap?
why waste your feelings to someone
that will soon forsake your emotions... when its too late...

as i look into your eyes... moonlight descends
my ever-questioning psyche falls apart
blinded by my ignorant presumption of men...
while the light of the blue moon engulfs the darkness of the night

what's this chaotic blend of emotions?
every time i hear your voice
this inexplicable feeling for you
every time you say such words...

i fear this day will come...
but still... regret was never in my head
when that day approaches
and my whole aspect of my inner most emotions fade...

i sink deep into the depths
of my abysmal nights
searching such answers... waiting to be found
as my soul embarks on this self-conscious sight

this feeling... i cannot deny
brings light to my nocturnal days
you... in medias res
captivated my heart...

and now as your memories
melds into my thoughts
my heart begins to long for you
for you and your sweet embrace...

you may argue to my philosophy
as my mind falters... my feelings be true
even if I'm overwhelmed with such things...
i still.... and will always.... love you...




A Perfect cirlce's Orestes

h u g s. . .
Posted at 10:17 AM



*HUGS* TOTAL! give deft_sheep more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Hear me screaming : The player thingy up there, i didn't intentionally put all the songs there OK?! its just there... whether i like it or not (i don't know how to fix it yet)... but i promise to you all that i will delete all those crappy songs like that freakin' brintney song! hindi ako naglagay dun ha! hehe..) Oh and by the way, if you're gonna tag something a bit more personal please just put it in the comments section or message me nalang. There's no use for the public eye to see.. And please for the love of all things stop using those freakin' nicknames to cover up your identity... thanks Ü

Thursday's Standing on the edge of summer

Barney the dinosaur is the anti-Christ...
Posted at 09:02 AM

While i was surfing the net i found this webpage which contains the truth about Barney the dinosaur... here's what it says :

Barney the Dinosaur is the Anti-Christ

Here's what I discovered.....


1. Start with the given: CUTE PURPLE DINOSAUR

2. Change all U's to V's: CVTE PVRPLE DINOSAVR (proper Latin)

3. Extract all Roman Numerals: C V V L D I V

4. Convert into Arabic values: 100 5 5 50 500 1 5

5. Add all the numbers: 666

Thus, Barney is the Anti-Christ.

This "disturbing info" was from http://www.jcsm.org/Humor/barney.htm


*shivers* woah... that's quite disturbing, and by the way, i found out from my friend that people say Barney is on drugs... and about that freakin' song "I love You" geez.. what the heck is that?! its like a song for insane people of psycho killers! geez.. i knew something's wrong with that pshyco dinosaur.. hahahah!

Barney the "Fag" dinosaur is bad!


Barney's I Love You