Posted at 06:29 PM
A Posteriori
(From what comes later)
Sheep*
It seems weird...
when you feel oblivious
from all the nightmares you endure
from all the feelings that behold...
i keep on denying
this feeling inside me
that lurks within my heart
overwhemling my emotions
such emotions hidden
too ashamed to be revealed
but i know time will unravel
this feeling... that i fear
i miss the feeling
of emptiness in my heart
the agony of being alone
thus making them... disappear
i feel a bloodrush right over me
as i hear you call my name
such anger beholds
such hatred for men...
why do i give a crap from you men?!
you and you're foolish desires
you're all ironic swines
blinded by power... which annihilates you kind
you all think you're so great!
rewarding yourselves with lust
alas, what preposterous beings
such megalomaniacs you are...
that's my perspective... my steadfast thought
my inner abhorrence for men
but little did i know my judgement will falter
and soon it might be dead...
deep in this oblivious heart of mine
grotesque writings on the wall
I'm in denial... yes its true
in denial that my heart will soon fall...
you... a scapegoat of my anger
why dare to hear me out?
hearing my melodramatic thoughts
fixing my bleak and perlpexed soul...
why grieve the sentiment
the darkness hidden within
why suffer? why burn?
why love a feeble heart... like mine?
walk away, as i stare at you
falling on the abyss of my principle
forfeit your amorous feelings
show me that you lack the strength to care...
death is always beside me...
with his blade thrusted at my heart
my love similar to anguish and darkness
alas, how i pity my significant other...
"why love the ones you hate?"
isn't that such rubbish crap?
why waste your feelings to someone
that will soon forsake your emotions... when its too late...
as i look into your eyes... moonlight descends
my ever-questioning psyche falls apart
blinded by my ignorant presumption of men...
while the light of the blue moon engulfs the darkness of the night
what's this chaotic blend of emotions?
every time i hear your voice
this inexplicable feeling for you
every time you say such words...
i fear this day will come...
but still... regret was never in my head
when that day approaches
and my whole aspect of my inner most emotions fade...
i sink deep into the depths
of my abysmal nights
searching such answers... waiting to be found
as my soul embarks on this self-conscious sight
this feeling... i cannot deny
brings light to my nocturnal days
you... in medias res
captivated my heart...
and now as your memories
melds into my thoughts
my heart begins to long for you
for you and your sweet embrace...
you may argue to my philosophy
as my mind falters... my feelings be true
even if I'm overwhelmed with such things...
i still.... and will always.... love you...
A Perfect cirlce's Orestes
11 Critiques...
