"An oblivious death of a grotesque nightmare... blood dripping from it's decapitated abysmal body... the silhouette of the moon... overwhelmed completely by darkness... deceased bodies everywhere... while a sharp knife... thrusted at my head... covering my face with blood... as my head departs from my body... death is grinning... right beside me... isn't it a lovely sight?..." that's me... so don't you dare give a crap... im warning you! i have a dead salmon in my hand... and im not afraid to use it!

This week's "Last Song Syndrome" is...

Artist: Deftones
Song: Back to School

The feeling that engulfs my sanity is...

Sleeping soundly in the dark

Jakyu
& Deft_sheep

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June 17, 2004
A tranquil evening...
Posted at 11:29 AM

A tranquil evening...
Sheep*

Finally... its over
my libreration once again reimbursed
a tranquil evening descends
but... why do i still grieve this pain?

after all the complexities i had
all those sleepless nights
and all the tears i shed
emptiness... still inside my soul

relief and quintessential amity
was secured in the arms of my judgment
not knowing i was blinded
blinded by my own selfish pride...

vague portraits of my abhorence
precious wraithlike voices from within
oblivious memories overwhelms me
as my beloved beau haunts while im asleep

after all my struggles
in escaping my traumatic past
still forlorn consequences occurs
still i grieve this pain...

how i wish to grasp
the tranquility of my conscience once more
to feel innocecnt as a child
and free as a dove

i admit regret enclosed my thoughts
feeling sorrow as i let you go
because i want you to feel
the bliss of the serenity i once had.....


Spongecola's Jeepney

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Comment posted on July 18th, 2004 at 07:55 PM
gud 4 u... coz u\'r capable of loving once more. pano ka magmahal? ako kse problema ko di ako mapamahal mahal...sabi kse nila mahal nila ako pero di ako makuntento as a result hinihiwlayan ko... kase mahal ko cla bilang tao. ikaw naman takot mag mahal!!! ayus! ako excited! okey lang na masaktan ako basta ma-inlove lang ulit ako.. pero kung wala ayus lang. nga pala OKEY ka ha... di ako mahilig magbasa handbook lang ata ng school namin na basa ko sa nakaraang 5 taon pero ewan ko ba bkt ako napabasa d2.. ah tama dahil sa sponge cola...
Comment posted on July 18th, 2004 at 08:30 PM
hahahah! wow... thanks sa advice :) mag mahal? hmmm... im not sure if i should be happy na im still capable of loving once more... hahahah... yeah totoo nga takot ako magmahal... kasi uhm... ako yung tipong inaabuso pag nagmahal... yung tipong mamahalin ko ang isang tao pero ang gagawin lang ng taong ay either hindi niya papansinin or he\'ll take advantage of it... kaya yun... natatakot ako na baka maaksaya nanaman ang pagmamahal ko... hahaha... pano ako magmahal? hmm... pretty deep... well it depends... hahaha :) pero yung tipong d mo maeexpect... hahahaha... thanks sa compliment! :) actually... you were one of those \"deep minds\" na nakagets ng poem ko... hahaha... :D thanks nga pala for reading! laking tulong tlga sponge cola... ahahahaha :)
Comment posted on June 20th, 2004 at 11:05 AM
Beautiful... the poem\'s really beautiful... also the picture but i still love the poem
Comment posted on June 21st, 2004 at 07:58 AM
thanks a lot :) really appreciated the compliment!
Comment posted on June 20th, 2004 at 06:09 AM
i love the picture :)
Comment posted on June 21st, 2004 at 07:57 AM
hahahah.. it took me 3 grs to find that actually... hahahah
Comment posted on June 17th, 2004 at 01:07 PM
addeeekk k tlga!!haha..rpo astig!!
Comment posted on June 18th, 2004 at 09:12 AM
ako pa? heheheh :) tnx! :)