"An oblivious death of a grotesque nightmare... blood dripping from it's decapitated abysmal body... the silhouette of the moon... overwhelmed completely by darkness... deceased bodies everywhere... while a sharp knife... thrusted at my head... covering my face with blood... as my head departs from my body... death is grinning... right beside me... isn't it a lovely sight?..." that's me... so don't you dare give a crap... im warning you! i have a dead salmon in my hand... and im not afraid to use it!

This week's "Last Song Syndrome" is...

Artist: Deftones
Song: Back to School

The feeling that engulfs my sanity is...

Sleeping soundly in the dark

Jakyu
& Deft_sheep

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Entries for September, 2004

September 5, 2004
Grr...
Posted at 09:01 AM

Ugh! how i hate my life! my pc is still broken?! the inhumanity! the shame! the boredom!

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

so wonder no more why my blog is still the same 'ol dull blog... stupid monitor... *sigh* anyway... im here in netopia doing nothing... wasting my time and money... no online games no chatting no nothing... how i miss the times that i spend my endless nights infront of our computer... hearing the melodies of the modem... typing till my fingers ache... eating while typing... overwhelming my eyes with radiation.... aaahh... those were the days... anyway... i gotta go... sorry if my blog is still the same.... goodbye for now dear friends.... (para po akong tanga... i feel so stupid.... hahahah..... oh well...)
Song of the year's Anthem of our dying day


September 19, 2004
My new best friend!
Posted at 08:26 AM

Good day to you all! how are you? i want you guys to say hello to my new best friend....... (drums please..?)

tadadaduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmm.....

"S T R E S S"

me: hello there stress!

stress: hello

me: how's you're day ruining my life?

stress: fine i guess... enjoyed it... and you?

me: **ck you... burn in hell you son of a....

arrgghhhhhhhhhhhh! i hate stress! this freakin pain in my ass has been pissing me off... BIG time... i hate it... i hate it so much! when is this gonna stop?! darn it! NAK NG PUCHA naman oh! if stress can be converted to money... grabe... kaya ko na bumili ng isang bansa... its really irritating coz everyday this freakin "disease" is poisoning me! (kailangan ko ng stress tabs... or siguro isang truck ng aspirin... yeah.. that would be nice.... hehehe...) How come everything and "everyone" is giving me stress?! from places to things to people... heck even this damn pc is giving me stress... i need coke... hahahaha.... (vindicated i am selfish i am wrong... blah blah...) lalang... just thought of singing.... can someone please hit me with chair or something!? even my blog is giving me stress! pano ba naman sira nanaman?! damn it!!!! well at least ayos na siya ulit... o diba... sumunod (sumusunooood sa galaw mo.... hahaha...) even my panda gives me stress... (one of my "sure-shot" cures before... now one of my biggest... pain.... nooooo!) i hate it!!!! oh well....
C.S Lewis' The Screwtape letters Vindicated by Dashboard Confessionals


September 30, 2004
i hate you...
Posted at 10:19 AM

im starting to hate my panda.... im sorry.... f**k you.... why... i can't believe you.... sorry... i dedicate this poem that i made to you... and all the guys who made my life such pure sh*t... curse you gays.... sorry...

I made this poem just for you
coz i want you to know that i love you
from the bottom of my heart so true
i hope that you will love me too...

How i wish to see your face
overwhelmed with such disgrace
bashed against the bathroom floor
and that sweet face wich i abhor...

How i dream of your sentimental death
and the final gasping of your breath
the lovely sight of you guillotined head
gives me such plesant dreams in bed...

Feel sanctified while you're ashamed
coz i am free and you are blamed
i'll slaughter you like a butchered cow
smile and say "Look who's laughing now?"

You feel the essence of sweet adore
can't you see thier faint smiles you wh*re?
grotesque writings on your wall
and your animosities won't care at all...

You feel that you're superior to all
but your pretencious refuge soon will fall
you stole everything that was mine
you greedy fa**ot you flagrant swine!

But now your foolish luck was gone
you shall die... it has to be done
i'll decapitate you and bid goodbye
and to reward myself i'll eat some pie....
Deftone's My Own Summer


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