Playing hide and seek with paranoia...
Posted at 08:07 AM

*Boo!* im hiding from paranoia... he's been bugging me eversince that "thing" happened. pano ba naman, almost 1 month and 3 weeks na akong prinoproblema... hahaha... depression, anger, fear, cramming, hoplessness, anxiety, lahat na. Anyway, im here in this computer shop near our grandma's house. tss.. boring dito. I wasn't able to play xRO today coz of this stupid dysmenorrhea thing (is my spelling correct?) argghh... its not fun being a girl... tss... hehehe... but im glad of this "sickness", you can use it to your advantage. and i was kinda worried when it came late. hahaha... so anyway, We'll be having a party at Mary the horse's house tom, im really excited. may booze kasi eh.. hehehe... trip lang! :D i don't know why but it feels funny when you're all "boozed up" hahaha... and talk about the free food! yehey... hahaha... hehehe... two days nalang... 14 na. hihihi... tss... there's nothing exciting about that day, pano ba naman that would be the last day na... argghh... i don't wanna think about it right now bukas nalang... anyway, im off now, its getting kinda late. By the way, i can't update my blog again, our modem is full of crap... oh well...
Trapt's Enemy

Two in one?
Posted at 09:28 AM

Woah... finally i can update my blog *clap clap clap* hahahaha! Well let me tell you what happened to me today... pero i have to speak in tagalog hahaha... hirap kasi eh... anyway. Birthday ni jake ngayon (kabarkada ko) he's now 17... pero he looks like... uhm... i dunno... isip bata kasi yun eh! (hahahaha!) Before picturing myself eating like a pig in thier house nabadtrip ako kasi baka hindi ako payagan... (first of all ayaw nila ng biglaan and secondly, me dad doesn't like me hanging out with boys... talk about racism!) Kaya yun... nagusap kami ni poporing sa phone... tss... grabehan ang away eh... kulang nalang mag bugbugan kami eh... I got sooo irritated nung sinabat ko sa kanya tungkol kay *h*** tapos tahimik lang siya... TSS... para sakin parang nabisto siya nun... coz there's a saying na "Silence means yes" ayaw lang siguro niyang aminin... tss... pucha... oh well... Pero bat hindi pa niya nililigawan in the first place? napaisip ako dun. (oo nga noh...) Siguro takot lang niyang aminin kasi baka magkagulo nanaman... o kaya siguro ayaw niyang sabihin kay poring kasi baka masaktan lang siya... dahil ayaw niyang mawala yung poring... arghhh! Nuff bout that, just thinking about that... that THING makes me sick! And so we argued, yelled, debated, cried til everything was clear. After all that jazz, thankfully our little (little daw eh noh?) "cold war" was finished with both sides happily together again. (phew! yehey! poporing... Ü)

Anyway, pag punta ko sa haus nila jake... nak ng pucha! Tss… amp tlga… ANYWAY, dumating si mary tapos tinawag na namin sila redge kasi handa na yung food. Addict addict nanaman sila sa ragna amp… hindi tuloy ako makalaro! tss... We ate spaghetti, shark fin dumplings, chicken and marshmallows (yehey… one of my faves!) after eating those delish dishes, we watched David Blaine. Badtrip nga eh lahat sila nakaupo ako lang yung nakatayo! Luckily, ykcul offered me a seat next to him, we talked a bit (chiri... haha...). Dumating na sila Richard, laugh trip nanaman as always! Nakipag kulitan at asaran pa sila sakin. Dumating na si dj (aga ampu!) kulit parin nila, ayaw pa ako paalisin. Nakatext ko hommie ko (Anjo a.k.a shin chan), flower girl daw siya sa isang kasal kaya hindi siya nakapunta. (hahaha! kidding!)

It was also Faye's 18th birthday, so may handaan nanaman. (she's my aunt by the way) As always Janno, Daniel, my sis and I did nothing but ate and played cards til 12 midnight. (by the way, the 2 guys are my uncles, Janno is 19, Daniel is 16). Tambay nanaman kami sa haus ng aunt ko. We played billiards, drank 5 grandes, and LOTS of chips. (mmm... chips...) finally i learned how to play billiards "properly". since it was Faye's birthday, something happened... (hahaha! secert...) Anyway, when we're all boozed, we shared stories about poop and talked about our childhood days. Nag ghost hunting pa si Paulo at Daniel. 5 na kami nakauwi... saya.. haha... Ü
Trapt's When all is said and done

Why do birds suddenly appear?
Posted at 07:33 AM

I don't know why but there's just something about this song that makes me wanna listen to it over and over...

and over and over over and over over and over over and over over and over again...

I really don't know why?! it just makes me.... sorta fuzzy inside... woah... weird!? All of a sudden i was humming the song, then after a few days i looked for the lyrics and...

tada!

Last song sydrome mode nako. Of all the songs in the world? Ah! i know why... i forgot, its a sign pala para sakin... what sign? secret... oh well... at least its relaxing... here's the lyrics by the way, and if you want to hear the song its on the playlist up there i think...

Close to you
The Carpenters

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Carpenter's Close to you