How depressing...
Posted at 10:58 AM

Today was a very gloomy day... im just glad its not Sunday ( Gloomy Sunday... hahaha.. ) Anyway, i mourned all day, 24/7. Why? well...
first of all i have no one to share this uhm... misery... no one? Oh sad sad.. hahahaha! Secondly its because of all the crappy stuff happening to me. And honestly speaking... it was VERY crappy...

crappy indeed...

And lastly... its because im so afraid that my Christmas won't be so merry at all! Ever since i was 5 i always get so excited about Christmas! I'd look at the Calendar everyday, waiting for Christmas to come. Even until now. Hahahaha.... All the Christmas gifts, the sweet carols, the Christmas songs that echoes in your ear as you buy gifts for your loved ones. Ahhh... Such pleasure it brings to me. But Alas, this year? I don't think it would be merry and bright. Grabe.. it made me cry. Isa sa mga ayoko ay ang masira ang pasko ko eh... After 11 months of waiting bigla nalang mababaliwala pasko mo?! Tss... I really REALLY don't want my Christmas to be ruined... not now.. But thankfully, the miracles of movies cured this depressed heart of mine. Hehehe... Thank God for giving me comfort! Oh, and Ivan called me on my cell. Stig nga eh.. it was a nice conversation, kahit na 2 hangang 4 ng umaga. Hahahaha :D He cheered me up, and talked about lots of stuff ( Mostly about college ). Hehehe... :D So there there...
Five for fighting's Silent Night

Movie trip!
Posted at 01:46 PM

Wow grabe... i'm soooo tired! Today was a very nice but tiring day! *Whew!* Anyway... Kita kami ni Nikho sa Mcdo, kasi kukuha kami ng application form sa Miriam... ( After months of planning it was finally brought to action! Hahaha! ) Anyway, we're both ignorants when it comes to jeeps and public transpo so we kept on asking people where Petron is or if we're near Katipunan or something. Hahaha! Buti nalang talaga hindi kami nawala! Hahaha... Miriam was fine, we went back and forth to halls and rooms. Finally we're done, it was time to go to the mall! Yehey! So there. We went to Robinsons Galleria, lakad trip ampu! We couldn't find Yellow Cab so we ate at Shakey's instead. Grabe its been a long time since i haven't tasted thier pizza. It was good... *Drools* Nikho bought new shoes, stig nga eh. We went to this "Joke Shop" and saw a huge and expensive .... secret.. Hahaha! Grabe, 3k+ for a stupid *toot*? Gosh! Hahahahaha! Stig ng neoprint namin, kulit! I'll try to post them soon. Basta pasaway mga pics namin! Hahaha... Anyway, movie trip kami ngayon! Filipino movies and mga pinanood namin...

Yeah! Mahalin ang sariling atin...

We watched Spirit of the glass first. Grabe! Kaming dalawa lang ang unang nanood! Scaryyy.... It was a bit creepy, ( yung place ha!? ) cause we were the only ones watching! Reserved? Hehe.. Pero sa kalagitnaan may mga dumating na din. The movie? Uhm... it was, a bit boring. The ghosts there are, well... not scary at all! Just think of a good looking moreno ( No blood or distorted face ) in an all white attire, is that what you call a ghost? Geez. But the sound was good, really loud and surprising! Ang weird nga eh, kay Nikhola ako nagugulat eh! Hindi sa scenes eh! Hahahahah... Ü The second movie we watched was Sigaw. Cinematography? Bravo. *Clap* *Clap* It looked great! Stig yung settings and the camera angles are superb! The story though, is very predictable. And if you look at the story very very closely, parang ginaya nila talaga yung The Grudge. The effects are very slow and sobrang late sa timing! The ghosts? Uhm... needs a bit of a gore makeover. But it was okay. So there. We went home at 5. Chika chika bout stuff sa fx, kasama pa nga namin si Ms. Joy. Pasaway mode nga si Nihkola eh, ginulat ako nung tulog ako! Hahahah! Ms. Joy invited us to eat at Mcdo, so yun pumunta kami. sino bang tangang aayaw sa pagkain? Hehehe! We saw Chard, Riyu Ryan and Nikho there, kain kain kami. We talked about M.I.S's recent condition, the upcoming events, our so-called "Love lives" ( As if i have one... tss... hehe! ). Since my whole familiy is away i stayed at Oztech and had a very funny chat with Sir Chris! Pasaway talaga si sir! Buchi namin! Naka-chat ko din ang aking anak ( Si Akira a.k.a CiaLu ) na sinabing panget ako! ( Edi panget ka din anak kita eh! Bwahahah! :D ) at si Mr. JOSE ANTONIO WONG! ( The name man, check out the name! Hahahah! )

So there... im so tired and sleepy... *Yawn* By the way, why use a camera and scan it on the computer when there's this thing called a web cam? My vanity took over me.. Sorry! Hehehe... couldn't help it... Hihi..






Typecast's A minute till 10

I smell fish!
Posted at 12:16 PM

Hmmm... i smell fish! Something fishy indeed... Have you ever felt like there's someone who's just pretending to be your friend? That "friend" is always there; laughing at your jokes, listening to you when you talk while the two of you walk around. But deep inside that so-called "Friend" is cursing you inside that person's envious heart? And when you're in the "Hot seat" that certain someone will overwhelm innocent minds with lies about you so that they'll turn against you. But little did the naive crowd know that they're being controlled by that someone to ruin your social life. Hmm... This dilemma looks familiar? Diba? * wink * You should'nt trust people that much, but that doesn't mean that you'll isolate yourself from humanity. Yes, trusting people is a risk which you don't pay much attention to. Some people are good at trusting people, while others... are idiots. I was an idiot before, and now i think ( And hope not! Heheh.. ). But thankfully, i'm now able to determine if someone's trustworthy. But there's a glitch when it comes to that. Those pathetic excuses for human beings can hide themselves. You may think they can be trusted, they'll even prove to you that they're trustworthy. Idiots... Tss... And what's worse is the effect of trusting the wrong person. I endured it's crappy effect lots of times, with lots of people.... They suck. Thank you... So

i'm warning you all, they may wear a smile on thier freakin faces... They may be the best friends you ever had... They may act like a goodie-two-shoes. They may even be the reason why you're happy. But deep inside they're desprate to ruin your life because of both thier insercurity and envious behavior. And when thier pathetic dream comes true, resback nalang... they deserve it... Low life jackass...
A perfect circle's The nurse who loved me

Devoured by the sickness of the mind...
Posted at 10:44 AM

Something bad happened today. It was Frank, a friend of mine.. Indeed curiosity killed the cat. But in his case, it just made him unconscious. What happend? Well... Its a long story. I felt pity over Saab, though... Anjo to the rescue! Hahaha! But more importantly, im worried about Allan. Well... In my point of view, he's innocnet, but quite foolish... hehehe... Pero the point dun is, he's innocent. Plus, his punishment is very impulsive, and unfair. Basta, ang gulo. Of course, since he's a close friend of mine i helped him out. I just hope na sana makasama siya sa mga activites ng school, especially sa prom, tsaka rin pala sa retreat.

Anyway,

This day sucks... sobra... Still its not there... Its lost... gone gone forever... hehehe... im starting to get all paranoid and stuff. My mind is engulfed with confusion and fear. Awkwardness filled the eyes of some people. Especially that panda. I hate him. Don't ask why, i just do. I'm not swearing, im just expressing myself.

Arghhh....

I'm just so confused right now. Sobrang gloomy ng past weeks ko, as in. Tss... badtrip. Luckily, some of my friends are there to cheer me up. Specifically speaking, sila Nikhola, Kit, Redge, Anjo, Chard and Akira. Kahit na araw araw tinatadtaran nila ako ng mga pangaasar, saya parin nilang kasama. Indeed comical insults leads to deeper friendships. Totoo nga yun. Hehehe... Besides, luto si panda sa mga asar nila! Hahahaha! * sniff * And they care about my drastic condition so they cheer me up with annoyance. Surprisingly, it works.

Awwwwwwww....
Slipknot's Vermilion Part 2

Happy but grounded...
Posted at 05:15 AM

Hahahahaha! I am soooo happy! Anyway, i woke up at 5. We were suppose to go to school at 5:30 to practice for the cheering competition. Pasaway, tsk tsk. Cramming mode nanaman ako. Hahaha... Anyway, we practiced and practiced until its 7 in the morning. Talk about prepared! Hahah... Anyway, so there nag start na ang competition. Nung turn na namin grabe, SABLAY! Ang dami naming mali... tsk tsk tsk. But they were all amazed at our steps.. Yes naman... Hahahahaha... After nun Mitch and I went to the science exhibit and watched over our project. In fairness, ang daming nagsabi ang galing daw ng project namin... Naks... It was getting pretty boring so pumunta nalang kami ni Anjo kayla tita. XRO mode... Bonding nga kami ng anak ko e! Kulet kulet kasi. Lucky, Irwin and Allan dropped by. Aba teka namansin na din ang lolo! Hahahah... Stig nga eh, ok na ulit kami. Pano ba naman, our friendship was put to a halt because of a stupid rumor. Tss...

The effect of foolish minds...

Anyway, Uhm.. i went back to shcool, 2nd place lang kami. Tss.. First nanaman ang 3rd year, Third ang 2nd yr, haaayy.... Ava and the others protested, while Jenrica and her gang jumps for joy. Kaasar, after all we've done. Tss.. Pero grabe 1 point lang ang difference!? Woah... Their costume gave a 1 point boost. But enough about that. Hahah... We went to Mcdo, meeting kami dun. Serious matter... Yes naman... hahaha... Punta kami kayla Allan afterwards. Uhm... we ate lots of food, sarap nga eh! Mr. Brightside was there... todo bonding nga kami eh! Hehehe... Karaoke trip si Gio, as always... Hahahah! Then it happened again... that song... was played!? Both of them were there as well! Geez.... Allan's uncle kept on counting my trips to the bathroom, which was 25 times by the way. ( What can i say? Tolerance... ) 1 on 1 kami ni Allan, while chatting about stuff, the usual stuff. What can i say? * Ahem * i won! Hehehe... I was really surprised, and dizzy! Hehehe... Tapos i fell asleep in the bathroom, nasira ko pa yung tissue holder nila! Heheheh... Anyway, i didn't sleep well kanina so nung gabi ko na siya tinuloy. I slept at his cuz's room, akala nga nila boozed nako pero honestly, i was just tired. People kept on passing by, checking if im okay and stuff... how sweet Ü. Grabe si Mr. Brightside.... as in! He was sooooooooooooo so! even if it lasted for only uhm... 5 mins? Chiri ever ang lola niyo... Ü It was really surprising but suddenly it was just... just that and then

3

2

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Tadaaaaaaaaa! Ü

Ang gulo noh? Hehehe... Whatever you do you won't understand. So don't mind me, im just plain giggly right now. Its a pity thought he's not entirely there. Awww.... =( So there, panda checked me out to see if im okay. Grabe may care? Ü Hahah... Anyway, Wawa si Chardie.... hangover. Tsk tsk. He treated grand ma as if its a bucket of water, yan tuloy.... Lalo na si Mary! Oh my gosh! What can i say about Mary at that time... Unlike Chardie she was aggrevated and crying. Making a moment.... with the matching wrong pronounciation pa! "naka pag TUTbras na daw siya". Uhm, iha correction "Toothbursh" po... Hahahahaha! Ü Kinulit pako ng friends ng cuz ko ( Si Janno ). I feel as if everyone in Antpolo knows our family, kaya wherever i go i have to be extremely cautious! Haaayy... I went home at 1 na, Mary kasi eh, pasaway! Inasar ko pa siya habang nasa car kami! Hehehe... Tapos ang kulit din ni Allan nun. Heheh... Anyway, Gumby was worried about me cause i went home at 1 am na... Awww... Ü My dad on the other hand.... well... let's not talk about it....

Pero masaya parin? Heheheh.... I Love the song Mr. Brightside na.... and the Killers! Hehehe....
The killer's Mr. Brightside