"An oblivious death of a grotesque nightmare... blood dripping from it's decapitated abysmal body... the silhouette of the moon... overwhelmed completely by darkness... deceased bodies everywhere... while a sharp knife... thrusted at my head... covering my face with blood... as my head departs from my body... death is grinning... right beside me... isn't it a lovely sight?..." that's me... so don't you dare give a crap... im warning you! i have a dead salmon in my hand... and im not afraid to use it!

This week's "Last Song Syndrome" is...

Artist: Deftones
Song: Back to School

The feeling that engulfs my sanity is...

Sleeping soundly in the dark

Jakyu
& Deft_sheep

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March 4, 2005
"My Mistake?!"
Posted at 08:04 AM

Grabe sobrang hindi ko ma-explain ang nanyayari! Hahaha…

So anyway, I went to school late again, as always. Nothing much happened since all of them were doing their own business and stuff. After school I went with Ivan and Joey to their OJT. Ivan was kinda depressed so I thought a scoop of bubblegum ice cream at “ Favoritos ” would soothe him. We ate there and talked about his problem, regarding… well... basta… heheheh… The ice cream there was uber delicious and totally DIVINE! Especially their famous “ Ice cream cakes ” Mmmm…. Ice cream cakes…. * Drools * After eating, we went back to school, to pass their OJT reports. Redge gave me a palanca letter, but the minute I saw it I knew it wasn’t from him. “Ano nanamang kalokohan toh?!” I asked. He said it was from Tonichi… Hmmm…. Ü That’s nice… even if I’m not into pink ribbons. Punta kami kayla Gio pagkatapos to celebrate. It was so damn hot! Gosh! Heheheh… when we arrived, they were watching “ Harold and Kumar ”, saying hindi ko naabutan si “ Freak show ”. Hahahahahah…

My Mistake?!

Heheheh… So there we ate pancit, lumpia, nachos, chichacorn, and of course everyone’s favorite… * wink wink * Hahahhaha! Ü We watched “White Chicks” and “Grind” right after, movie marathon sila while the rest of us are having our own marathon! Gio even bought one of my faves just for me… Aww… thanks Gio! :D So there, picture picture with almost everybody, laugh trip, and stuff. Nagpasama ako kay Catherine to buy some chips tapos pag alis namin bumalik pa siya. Kasi humingi pa siya ng “you-know-what” kay Allan. When she came back she told me na ayaw siyang bigyan kasi baka ibigay lang daw niya sakin ( Huh? Bakit sakin?! ). As in paulit-ulit daw niya sinasabi na wag ibigay sakin. Aba, may care… Hahaha…Ü Bonding kami ni Catherine at that time, talking about crushes and all that. Heheheh… It was already 6 pm, nagyaya nang umuwi sila Mai. But Akira was well.. wasted so they couldn’t leave. As his “ mother ” it was my responsibility to take care of him… and so I did. It was my first time to see him acting like a little baby boy with a boo boo. Hahaha… Ü Kasi kasi kasi… tsk tsk tsk… an advice for those who drink. “When you’re head says stop… STOP.

"Don’t drink if you can’t control yourself when wasted therefore you better know your limits.”

Anyway, after an hour of patting in the shoulder and saying “ Gising na ” my son was back to normal. But he’s not the only one who’s wasted. Gio’s dad ( Fafa Gilbert ) came, pero umalis din agad kasi hinatid si Roy, together with Gio and Ivan. Redge and I just watched “ Girl next door ” while Lucky, Winoy and Allan were just boozing themselves. When Gio and Ivan came back, we all “ crumpled ” outside, bonding nga eh. Sumasayaw kami nila Gio and Redge. Hahaha… His dad was sooo kulet, kasi he was really surprised that I was the “Last man standing” ( Woman actually ) and indeed I am the last one standing. Pano ba naman lahat ng delicacies na in-offer ni Giorge kinain ko, as in lahat, which made my tummy really full! Haha… Lucky and Winoy left early because they were going to go to Anjo’s house for their project. Nagulat nga ako eh, Lucky said goodbye with his sweet pasaway smile, just like the old days…. . And so natira ang mga matitibay… Allan, Ivan, Gio and yours truly… Hahaha! Ü Total sound trip kami, Thursday and Urbandub… Heheheh… stig nga eh! We were all singing and banging our heads and yelling our guts out! Heheheh… We consumed all the food and drinks that were left while singing “Standing in the edge of summer” ( Our fave! Ü ). Gio’s dad was telling stories about him and Gio, it was really funny. After all that jazz, tambay kami sa couch nila. Kulitan trip nanaman, yung iba kumain, yung iba bagsak... I almost fell asleep but thankfully they woke me up. We left at 10, tapos hinatid ako ni Allan. Funny though, I can’t quite remember how we went to Antipolo; if we took an fx or jeep, and where Ivan was at that time. Haha… As always, I knew what I was expecting at home.. sermon nanaman… tss… retreat na naming tomorrow, but there’s this thought in my head that I’m not going… :(

Oh, and by the way… 3 points nanaman from Mr. Brightside! :D Wahahahah… I’m so happy! I can’t believe it! GRABE!!!! Ü , I thought it was over but then I was there and he was there and he asked if I’m okay and I said yes and I asked this and he said yes and then this and then that and then...

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Ü

Kaso may biglang umepaltss… But it was okay… repetitive kasi ang momentum ng ka-chirihan ko! Ü I really wish na kasama ko siya nun… even if he’s so far.. far from reality or course…


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